Push ❤️

 I’m not going to tell you that my life has been easy…

It’s been hard as hell.

There have been so many times that I survived one thing just to get hit with five more.

But I never really thought about how hard it was or if I’d make it…

It wasn’t ever a choice.

I found a way. 

I made a way.

I figured it out.

I kept going.

It’s hurt, physically, mentally and emotionally, but I always got through it.

When the waves of life come at you, you make a choice to sink or swim…

So I fought, scrapped and dug my way out of the darkness more than once.

I was scared, tired and alone most of the time..

But I kept going.

I didn’t know where I was going or how I’d get there, but I knew I wasn’t happy where I was..

So I pushed ahead.

Sure, there were both dark days and happy times..

And I made the best of both.

I’ll never tell you that I have the answers because I don’t..

And I may never find them all.

But that’s okay.

Some people survive.

Others make do.

Me?

I’m a fighter and always will be.

People will say what they want about me but they’ll never say I quit.

I kept going.

And that, darling, has made all the difference.